i never truly understood what it was like for person(s) to haunt your dreams
i've read about the dreary and ominous circumstances in books
but never experienced it myself
now that it's happening to me personally, i finally know how terrible it can get
because you have no control over it and what's there to do?
i feel as though it revolves around a person who you possibly never had any closure with
or something to that extent
both of the persons that are frequenting my dreams are ones that i have loved with all of my heart
but both of them left my life very suddenly
one gave me no reason at all as to why
the other gave me too many reasons why
i guess it's the brain's way of saying, "hey, where'd that guy go?! i miss him, bring him back!"
it's the worst thing when your brain brings up images of these persons that you just no longer want to have anything to do with
i'm like, "you're not helping, you know!"
