The main reason I don't post on here anymore is mainly because I made a new gmail account, and it won't let me link that one. It annoys me that I have to log out of my main one to log on here.
Things are cool. The semester is over. It wasn't too great because of being busy all the time. Next semester will be even busier. I think my majorly fun part of college is over considering all of the things I'm going to be get involved in. We'll see what happens to my social life. It stinks but I feel like the only free time I have will be alotted to my long-distance-ish boyfriend. We will see.
That's another thing. Boyfriend! I can't help but always think of "I am flawed if I'm not free" whenever I'm in a relationship situation. But I really am comfortable with how things are going. I may be pessimistic at times just because it is hard when I rarely get to see him and electronic communication is very much lacking of affection, but it's been working. I don't plan nor want things to end anytime soon and I have hope for the growth of feelings. I met his family and that was great. He met my mom, aunt, and sister and it went really well :)
My ex is somewhat back in my life and that's been kind of draining. I hear he's been repeating our situation with the most wonderful person and it makes me so frustrated. Apathy would be nice. I've never been able to completely disconnect anyone from my thoughts or feelings and I really do mean anyone. It'd just be nice if I was granted this one as a break. The whole out of sight, out of mind thing was way better in my opinion.
I cut my hair! Woo!
I've been playing the ukulele :) I need to buy my own, I've been playing Allison's which she has lent me for the time being
My friends are still the coolest yay!
I wanted to drink on christmas night but my mother's presence and evident (to me) judgement of drinking made me wary. I wish AA didn't make her so uptight about drinking. I mean I'm glad it helped her but I wish she could be more open minded when it comes to others.
I can't get myself to sit down and read books anymore and it makes me sad. I made the decision to set a rule that my future children will have a bedtime BUT if they want to stay up and read with the lights on that is okay. They cannot do anything else! This way, they'll be awesome bookworms and won't fuck their eyesight from reading by hallights or flashlights.
I'm seeing Thursday on Thursday woo!
Okayyy hope everyone's holidays are super great
Bye!
