The past couple of days have been really fun and great but my mom made me feel bad about drinking last night. It's not fair that she makes me feel guilty. She's the alcoholic and I know it runs in our blood and all, but I'm not her and never will be. I'm stronger than that.

I jumped into Lauren's pool with my phone in my pocket and it was really awesome and freeing and I really just didn't care about anything. So yeah I am now phoneless and I could care less.

:)

I mean I'm gonna get another phone eventually but the break is very enjoyable.